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Thursday, October 5th, 2006
3:32 pm
Love... What A Joke!
yeah, I'm saying it! Probably the last thing that anybody who knows me would expect that I'd say but it feels so true!. Love tears us down, crushes us under foot then leaves us there in pain and wondering why. It is hollow and yet consuming it drains and sucks life from everything. Love has destroyed empires, lives, and in one way or another nearly everything else. I hate love and have no reason to celebrate it or even desire it anymore.

For those of you who have found love, I wish you luck. I am happy for you and will never say that what you have is a bad thing... but me on the other hand. I have almost had enough. I guess maybe I have loved too easily and so I am the perfect target to get hurt, broken, and beaten down. Maybe from now on the only person I should love is Linora. Swear off men and my own self and just care about her. Last night I had a personal breakdown.

That was the lowest that I have ever felt in my whole life, and I have no clue as to how I got there. I just cried at random points during the night, and couldn't even find the strength to pick myself up and carry on. Why I am blaming this on love? Here's why!

My love for Christiaan has drained me. I am empty and hollow without the energy to tell him I'm done or the will to carry on and live a happy life. I can't even stand to look at him now. I hate his voice, I almost hate the meer sight of him, and yet I stick on a happy little smile and say everything he wants to hear. When I do tell him the truth he uses his love for me as a crutch. Not one to stand on but to beat me down.

The other reason is that I love somebody else. I love him whole heartedly and I have since the summer of '98. There have been times when he has hurt me (I hope it wasn't even intentional) and yet still the idea of him can bring a smile to my face. The touch of his skin sends sparks through my body, like being carressed by lightning.

And of course one would say, "well you do have a bad situation but you also have a good one too, so you can't really say that all of your misery is because of love." BUT WAIT, there's more!

He doesn't love me back. He says that he really likes me a lot but no love. He has so many other women in his life that I wonder if I even mean anything to him, if i am even really noticable amongst the sea of pretty faces and beautiful bodies that constantly surround him.

So what should be good is still just pain. I don't want to love any more, I don't want to care. I just want... physical pain. I know that sounds entirely stupid, and I must make a note that all of this really excludes Linora.

I will never stop loving her, she is the only genuine happiness in my life, and in truth if I didn't have her I probably would have packed my bags a long time ago in the middle of the night and just left. Gone where no one knows me and none would ever find me, but she keeps me grounded and here. But back to what I was saying. I almost feel like I need to fill this whole in my heart, in my soul, with ink and a needle, and if you know me at all then you'll know that doesn't mean drugs but tattoos. I want to feel that pain, that brings such euphoria.

So yeah, you ask my opinion love is the worst thing to feel. Like I said though, this may be coming from me because I simply love too easily, but I am tired of everything getting sucked out of me. Maybe it's time I stopped loving. If you can give me A DAMN GOOD REASON not to give up... then maybe I will, but good luck in finding that one.

Current Mood: crappy
Tuesday, September 12th, 2006
9:53 am
Need to Update
Okay I need to do this.

December 9, 2004: Linora was born

March 19, 2005: Christiaan and I got married

June 4, 2005: Found out that I was pregnant again (by accident), 90% chance it was ectopic which meant it would have killed me

June 14, 2005: Terminated the pregnancy

September 19, 2005 Saw Green Day in Concert TOTALLY ROCKED!!!!!!!!!

December 9, 2005: Linora turned 1, Christiaan went drinking right after the party

February 15, 2006: Christiaan gives me $1,200 of the $5,000 tax returns, uses the rest for his car and an iPOD

March 19, 2006: 1 Year Anniversary; we sat at home and he didn't get me anything

September 3, 2006: Went to Colorado Springs, Christiaan complained that it was boring all weekend; we faought about 75% of the time

September 8, 2006: Met Joe and went and had coffee; I know that I am in love with him

September 11, 2006: After a long talk with my mom, I decided to divorce Christiaan


well that's it I guess

Current Mood: mixed
9:38 am
Lyrics that Relate to Life
All right I'm, posting these because... I'm gonna divorce my husband and These lyrics seem to say it all.

Let It Die by Three Days Grace

We had fire in our eyes
In the beginning I
Never felt so alive
In the beginning you
You blame me but
It's not fair when you say that I didn't try
I just don't want to hear it anymore

I swear I never meant to let it die
I just don't care about you anymore
It's not fair when you say that I didn't try
I just don't care about you anymore

We had time on our side
In the beginning we
We had nothing to hide
In the beginning you
You blame but
It's not fair when you say that I didn't try
I just don't want to hear it anymore

I swear I never meant to let it die
I just don't care about you anymore
It's not fair when you say that I didn't try
I just don't care about you anymore

You say that I didn't try
You say that I didn't try
You say that I didn't try

I swear I never meant to let it die
I just don't care about you anymore
It's not fair when you say that I didn't try
I just don't care about you anymore
I just don't care about you anymore
I just don't care about you anymore
I just don't care about you anymore
I just don't care about you anymore

Current Mood: mixed up
Monday, September 11th, 2006
9:38 am
Shouldn't Be Here
I know I shouldn’t be here with you
But it feels too damn good;
I know that to “him” I should be true,
But I don’t think he would.

I have lived in the dark and pain,
With no light to find;
Thought there was little to gain,
I felt dumb and blind.

I found my way from that place,
With you leading me by the hand;
You brought me to this new space,
Where on my own I can finally stand.

I know I shouldn’t be here,
But it’s in your arms that I find peace.

Current Mood: peaceful
Monday, January 9th, 2006
12:48 pm
My Little Rose Blossom
Well, What to say about Linora. She turned 1 on December 9th and is just the craftyiest little shit ever. She has been walking sine early October, her newest words are "nana", "more", "wawa"; and she has put in four new teeth in the past month, she just conned me out of a second cookie and keeps getting into my mom's wedding crystal. She also enjoy's sharing and playing peek-aboo. If you haven't noticed by now, she is my whole world...AND SHE HASS COOKIE IN HER HAIR! Damn it! I am having issues with getting her picture up so if you have any recommendations please post
Thursday, September 8th, 2005
3:35 pm
Classes
Okay, I will have to make this quick since i am about to have to go to class.
I am currently taking three classes at Red Rocks Community Collage. They are Algebra, English Composition II, and Children's Literature.
Christiaan quit working at 7-11 and got a job at a concrete company. He makes $10.50 an hour. Over time starts once he hits 40 hours a week and he is has a mandatory 50 hours a week so he is definalty making good money. He has a company truck with company gas card and they pay 50% of his benifits.
Linora has grown a lot. She now says "mama" "dada" "baba" "up" "no" and "papa". She sits up on her own now and is working on walking. I don't think she has even considered crawling. She likes to shake her head. She knows that it means no so she obviously uses it a lot but it is also her way of dancing. She likes punk, shock rock, and some older bands like AC/DC. In may her two bottom teeth came in and over labor day weekend her two top teeth also came in she will be 9 months old tomorrow.
I guess that is it for now. Have a good day.

Current Mood: calm
Tuesday, April 12th, 2005
11:09 am
Quick Talking
It has been nearly a year since I last made an entry and so much has happened. I guess i should do this slightly chronologically.
I have decided that i want to become a high school art teacher. This decision stemed from the fact that i look back on high school and i loved my art classes but hated three out of the four teachers that i had. I want to be that teacher that is the one that students enjoy having.
I have had my baby. She was born on December 9, 2004. She is absolutly perfect and with a smile to beat all. She has big blue eyes (and i mean really blue) and her hair is starting to blonde up. She is my truest gem. I have actually taken off a semester in collage to take care of her and bond. I wish Christiaan could have had his two weeks off from work. 7-11 has been sucking the life out of him. Her name is Linora Rose Haselton.
I have also gotten married. Christiaan and I were wed on March 19, 2005. Approximately one year, to the day, that our precious little Linora was conceived.So now I am officially Nicole Rae Haselton. And damn, it's a bitch getting all of my information changed to include my new last name.
For the time being that is all, i'm going to include some photo's of our wedding day, and of Linora.

Current Mood: ecstatic
Thursday, April 15th, 2004
10:38 am
Long time no post
wel, hey y'all. It's been quite a while since i've posted something here. Feels kind of awkward. I lookedthrough my postings earlier and was surprised that i had absolutly no postings of Christiaan or my accident, or the fabulous concert i went to in December, or anything really. I gues i had best get started I better just list these off by numbers:

1) September 18, 2003 I was hit by a car. I had just been at Green Mtn High School seeing some teachers and some friends. I was walking across the street (with the light for me) when all of a sudden i was hit, got taken to the hospital where i got to tell my mom i had lost my cell phone the day before, some of my cd's were ruined, and my leg kind of hurt, still does on occasion. Nothing was broken though, fortunatly.

2) September 19,2003 I met Christiaan, we had been talking on line via email for a few days. We were gonna meet that sunday but we wanted to meet that friday. I talk my mom into letting him spend the night that night. She said okay. So at around 5:30pm my dropped me off in front of the mens wearhouse on Wadsworth and Alameda. There we clicked up and I fell instantly in love. We went to dinner with my family at the Moosehill Cantina then we went home, the rest is my own buisness.

3) October 10, 2003 I officially went and got my license. That afternoon Christiaan came with me and we went driving up in the mountains, yay.

4) October 16, 2003 I saw Marilyn Manson in concert at the gothic theater. I was there by one o'clock. Super Girl joined me about 5:30pm, and Christiaan got there about 6:30pm. Waited for just a little while. When we got in we went straight for the mosh pit. It was nice at first until some fat drunk guy with a drink started pushing his way to the front that triggered it into full blown. The opening band sucked, but that was probably because it wasn't manson. Then manson came on and it was perfect. It was like seeing KISS and Aerosmith, with Manson's music all at once. I had to get pulled out of the pit though cause i couldn't breathe after a while. But it still totally rocked. Christiaan came home with me that night.

October 31, 2003 Katrina came with me to my place for the night, Christiaan came over and her new boy toy came over, we went and saw texas chainsaw massacre.

November 1, 2003 We dropped Trins off downtown to be with her guy then we went to Westminster mall to get Christiaan a new brecelet. After that we went out to his dad's place and picked up his stuff and that evening he moved in.

November 7-10 2003 We went to Utah and met some of the coolest people there. It was also the first time he told me he loved me.

February 14, 2004 Christiaan Proposed

April 8, 2004 I found out i was pregnant

And well that is it, life has been up and down from there, the past three days have sucked but only because of pain, been drinking water like it is going out of style. That's it for now. I'll attempt to keep this more updated.
Tuesday, November 25th, 2003
12:15 pm
Neopets
Here's something nifty for y'all to see, sign up if you desire, it actually quite a bit of fun.



ring_of_the_valley got their Neopet at http://www.neopets.com



Wednesday, November 5th, 2003
9:39 am
A Books Cover
Every once in a while
I find a book that looks good to read,
And like a little child
I will actually try to succeed.

To judge a book by its cover
Is in itself a whole new finding
To try and find the perfect lover
By looking at the leather binding.

The world is as vast as a library can be
And from one beginning to the end
With faces in bindings as easily to see
And there is never a turn or a bend.

I search among the faces for one who seems new
Looking through places that are undicovered as written
And finding a story that I have found and I grew
Amongst that one there is more to see that is deeply hidden.

To judge a book by its cover and to try and read
To find the perfect lover is possible to succeed.
Monday, September 15th, 2003
10:44 pm
Simplekill
Hey y'all,
Been a bit of a while since i updated this so here i go. I have recently found a band (actually it more found me) called Simplekill. Last night i was online, bored as many people are when they get online, and decided to look for somebody to talk to. I listed in two things for preferences that would be listed in hobbies in an aohell profile. I typed in sex and Marilyn Manson, not together, as seperate entries. I only got so many profile, because of course there aren't anough guys who like manson, plenty of chicks, but not guys. Well, back to the point. The first name that was listed as being on line turned out to be one of the two guitarists for Simplekill. His name was Jeff and he was an absolute sweet heart. I enjoyed talking to him. He sent me one of the songs that Simplekill has been working on. It is really good music. I was actually surprised, because when most people send their music over the internet it usually sucks, but this was worth listening to. In fact i listened to it all night, If any body ever actually reads this I'd recommend you check them out try and hear some of their music. Plus they're pretty good eye candy, which is always an extra added plus. Well, that's all i have to say for now. Talk to y'all later.
Friday, August 22nd, 2003
2:02 am
Marilyn Manson
Okay, haven't really been on in a while . I recently faced my 18th birthday and of course still had to buy the one CD i genuinly wanted. The CD i got was Marilyn Manson's new one titled, "The Golden Age of Grotesque" I must say... it is the best one he's made so far. It is fun to listen to. I have also come to the point of making one statement that i always make when ever i drift into my Marilyn Manson riff. Marilyn Manson (real name: Brian Warner) is absolutly, 150% the hotest guy ever. This has become even more apparent to me after i found a picture of him from the image section for Portarait of an American Family on the official website, it shows him without his make up on. He is very handsome. Exactly my type in fact. Tall, skinny, long black hair, and tattooed. In the picture he has his hair pushed to one side, his head is cocked to the right, one arm is up behind his head like he's running his fingers through his hair, you can barely see his tattoo's, he's shirtless, his eyes are closed, and has a black necklace around his neck. If you ever really wanna know the inside of somebody take a good look at what kind of people their into, sexually wise. Alot of people would be surpsrised.

If you wanna see this picture here's the address for the picture itself:

http://gallery.mail2fans.com/gallery/fullsize.asp?gid=12&id=412&c=24

Here's another picture of him that I like a whole lot:

http://gallery.mail2fans.com/gallery/fullsize.asp?gid=12&id=435&c=8

Current Mood: enthralled
2:00 am
Another Email the genuinly tripped me out (#2)
INTERESTING!


>TWO TOUGH QUESTIONS
> >
> > Question 1:
> >
> > If you knew a woman who was pregnant, who had 8 kids already, three
> > who were deaf, two who were blind, one mentally retarded, and she
had
> > syphilis, would you recommend that she have an abortion?
> >
> >
> >
> > Read the next question before looking at the answer for this one.
> >
> >
> > Question 2:
> >
> > It is time to elect a new world leader, and only your vote counts.
> >
> > Here are the facts about the three leading candidates.
> >
> > Candidate A - Associates with crooked politicians, and consults
with
> > astrologists. He's had two Mistresses. He also chain smokes and
drinks
>8
>to
> > 10
> > martinis a day.
> >
> > Candidate B - He was kicked out of office twice, sleeps until noon,
>used
> > opium in
> > college and drinks a quart of whiskey every evening.
> >
> > Candidate C - He is a decorated war hero. He's a vegetarian,
doesn't
> > smoke, drinks an occasional beer and never cheated on his wife.
> >
> >
> > Which of these candidates would be your choice? Decide first, no
> > peeking,then scroll down for the answer.
> >
> >
> > ANSWERS
> >
> >
> > Candidate A is Franklin D. Roosevelt.
> >
> > Candidate B is Winston Churchill.
> >
> > Candidate C is Adolph Hitler.
> >
> > And, by the way, the answer to the abortion question:
> >
> > If you said yes, you just killed Beethoven.
> >
> >
> > Pretty interesting isn't it? Makes a person think before judging
>someone.
>
> >
> >
> >
> > Never be afraid to try something new.................
> > Remember...................
> >
> > Amateurs built the ark.
> >
> > Professionals built the Titanic
> >
> > Can you imagine working for a company that has a little more than
500
> > employees and has the following statistics:
> >
> > *29 have been accused of spousal abuse
> >
> > * 7 have been arrested for fraud
> >
> > * 19 have been accused of writing bad checks
> >
> > * 117 have directly or indirectly bankrupted at least 2 businesses
> >
> > * 3 have done time for assault
> >
> > * 71 cannot get a credit card due to bad credit
> >
> > * 14 have been arrested on drug-related charges
> >
> > * 8 have been arrested for shoplifting
> >
> > * 21 are currently defendants in lawsuits
> >
> > * 84 have been arrested for drunk driving in the last year
> >
> > Can you guess which organization this is?
> >
> > Give up yet?
> >
> >
> >
> > It's the 535 members of the United States Congress. The same group
of
> > idiots that crank out hundreds of new laws each year designed to
keep
>the
>
> > rest of us in line.
> >

Current Mood: Tripping
2:00 am
An email I have (#1)
I had to say this to you with an email, because all the time in the world could never quite be enough to say it to you in person:

I appreciate you for who you are.

I appreciate you for all the times you said the right thing at the right time, and when you said the right things at the wrong time too.

I appreciate your strength and the way you can make my weakness turn into strength

I appreciate your love that never really seemed to fade, but remained constant even when mine seemed to flicker.

I appreciate the way you never completely change, but instead flow with life and help me do the same, even though I may be a stubborn ass sometimes.

I appreciated the criticisms that pushed me to be better, or made me so stubborn that I wouldn't stray from the path that I had set for myself.

I appreciate the look that you give me when I've done something right, you know that look, it may be the one you never realized you were giving me, but it seemed to confess a love that could never be shattered.

I appreciate everything about you, from the way your hair is to those words of wisdom that come when they're most needed, from your constant silent presence that lets me know you'll never leave me to the drawings that you give because you think I'd love to have them, which by the way I do.

I appreciate your faith in me to do the right things, to be the person I want to be, to be the person I can be.

I appreciate you never giving up on me, no matter how many times you had to repeat yourself, no matter how blonde I may have seemed.

I've always appreciated your jokes that made me smile and laugh, and when you'd smile back at me when I laughed or when somebody else made the joke.

I appreciate the way you could simply touch my hand and I know I'd always have somebody there to catch me when ever I fell.

I appreciate the way you can speak right to my heart, and the conversations we'd have that seemed to flow into a new subject like the smoothest river.

I appreciate the time you'd take to listen to me, to watch a movie with me, to let me cry when I needed to do so very badly.

Finally, I appreciate you for being the person I have know since the moment I genuinely met you, for never becoming somebody else who suddenly didn't have the time for me. For being the person I love more than anything.


Send this to as many people as any part of it may hold true for. Add on anything else you may want to say. Just try and keep passing it on, because being appreciated is something everybody still wants.

Current Mood: loved
Tuesday, August 5th, 2003
4:28 pm
Last Night
I have to type this down because it was an absolute blast. Last night i was very bored, and I was waiting for Steve to come by and drop off my movie, so i called Jessie (girl jessie: one of my best friends) And talked to her for a few minutes and eneded up inviting her over to spend the night cause she sounded like she needed to get out do something. She showed up around 11pm and gave me my birthday present early. It was a super awesome diary like book with and Amy Brown Faerie on it and a very funny card. We hung out side for a little while and waited for Steve and his Friend Joel to show up. He said the latest he'd be by was 11:30pm, so i was very impressed when he showed up at 11:24. Early! My god, guys are never on time; NEVER! We talked for a few minutes and he gave me back my movie and i loaned him another movie that i have that he wanted to see. He introduced me to Joel and I introduced him and Joel to Jessie. He left shortly there after because they needed to be getting home. About 30 minutes after that Jessie and I decided we wanted to go out for a while. We ended up searching for some place to eat that would take credit card. We ended up going to Denny's because Jessie was buying. We sat there for about an hour and a half talking and ate a very late dinner/ very early breakfast. There after we wanted to go to Clement's Park but there was a cop there and we didn't want to get in trouble so we just headed home. There we decided to take some pictures. Actually Jessie Mostly took pictures of me because they're for the internet so i can actually let people see me. Most of the pictures involved candels, incense, and flowers. It was a lot of fun. Jess discovered that she liked photography. I even got to take a few pictures of her, granted it took a lot of work persuadeing her to let me take them. But we used an entire roll of film. Now i've just got to get them developed. But after that we cleaned up a bit and turned on House On Haunted Hill. It was 4:30 by the time we turned the movie on. I fell asleep shortly there after. Woke up and we hung out for a while. We even watched a bit of Bio Dome. Eventually Jess went home and i slept for a little while longer. Well, that's it. It was just such a good time that I thought it was worth sharing.

Current Mood: ecstatic
Monday, August 4th, 2003
6:56 pm
Second Guy
Okay here's the next story tell me which one you think is better of the two:

I've been talking to this guy online for a while now, about two weeks; which is a while to me, okay? Friday night we had been talking about the Renaissance Festival and he asked me what time he should pick me up. I eventually agreed and we set a time, 9am, and i gave him directions to my house. So I went to bed fairly early for me, and was up fairly early as well. At 9am he picked me, and he was on time it was amazing. We went to the King Soopers, where we got our tickets, he bought me my ticket, and we headed to the festival. We talked almost the entire way there, and that's something impressive cause i can barely talk to guys when i'm around them, or else i start to babble really bad. But we had a good flowing conversation. We got there only a few minutes after the festival opened and just kind of walked around for a while. About 5 minutes into being there he pulled his hairback. He has long dark hair. We watched The Ded Bob Sho which we both enjoyed and continued on through the festival. I payed for the two of us to go through the torture museum which always fascinates me, because i am a freak. And we walked around the rest of the festival. We tried to go see Puke and Snot but they were full by the time we got there so we decided to go and try to see the jousting. By the time we had found a good place to sit we were both kind of tired. I looked at the program and discovered that they didn't do the joust didn't start until 2:30pm and we nedded to leave by 2pm, so it wasn't going to be possible. So he bought us some Italian Icee's which are always good because they'r eon frozen oranges which are definatly good, and we went to the Bard's Fountain. We sat on a bench near the fountain and watched the kids play in the fountain, ate our icee's and talked. We sat there for about an hour and a half. I had strawberry so when i was done he said that it looked like i had put on red lipstick. It was actually quite funny. After that we decided to go because he had work at 4pm and it was almost 2pm. We stopped into an art store that we had been in before and bought some art work the headed off. The people in there loved his shirt. It was designed like the 7-11 logo but it said 4-20 instead. They thought it was a great shirt, and it actually perfect for him, it fit him very nicely. After the art store we headed back and he dropped me off at home. i loaned him a movie that he had been intrested in and By this point it was nearly 3pm and he needed to get going so we said good by and left.

Current Mood: peaceful
6:44 pm
First Guy
Okay, The first guy i met was not my type. Here's the entire story behind it:

Mid to late july My friend Morgan and I wanted to go to the Renaissance Festival. We were originally going with my dad who was gonna pay for my ticket, but another thing happened and he wasn't even going. So I spent the night before with my friend Laura. I called the guy i met online and asked him to come with the festival with us, because my friend Morgan was bringing a guy that she had met in the same place with her. He said sure and so the next day Laura dropped me off at Morgan's house. Morgan and i got ready and waited and my guy showed up before her's so we all kind of sat outside and waited there was barely any conversation between us at all which was a big red truck right there. Her guy got there and we got into my guy's car and headed off. Jessie and Joel (the two guys) talked most of the time and so me and morgan did our talking. When Morgan and I went and watched The Ded Bob Sho they went shopping and left us there, which by that point, I was fine with it. While we waited for the show to start i bet morgan $40, which she still owes me, that the boys would be trading numbers with each other and we would never hear from either of them again. In the car ride back home they traded numbers. Morgan and I haven't heard from them since that day.
6:34 pm
Hey There
Okay, I've given up trying to tell y'all what happened that week, because everytime i get close to finishing up tuesday, my computer freezes, or it kicks me off, or the power goes out, or a cat lays on the power cord button, so fuck it. i'm gonna give up on it. I have been having an interesting time though. in July I met to guys that i met on americansingles.com; because yes i am lame and prefer to met guys online. One of the was not my type at all. I'll create seperate entries for both of these guys. the other was an absolute sweetheart and i definatly enjoyed the few hours that i spent with him. If i can get his picture up on the website I'll post it. That's all for this entry.
Tuesday, July 15th, 2003
11:40 pm
My Monday
Okay, after a few days of procrastination I will finally start telling about my week. Starting off with Monday.

Okay it kind of started off uneventful. I woke up around noon. Very late for me, and sat around waiting for Jess, Morgan, and Keith to pick me up from my place. I spent my waiting time pulling out sleeping bags, food, and packing my cloths for the camping trip. They got to my place around 2pm. I had the cooler packed but not all of my clothes so I had a bit of extra time to get all of my stuff in order. I must add a side note, Keith gave me a hug and he is a great hugger. He gives the kind of hugs a lover would give. He's so awesome and Jessie is lucky to have him.
So we went back to Jess's place to hang out for a while. Her parents asked her about the cake she wanted which happened to be a Dairy Queen cake with really yummy cookie crunchies. Around 4pm we left and headed over to the Boys' apartment to meet Paul who would be spending the next few days with us. Before we left though Jess had to go pick Niko up 'cause he's a lazy ass and can't find his own damn rides.
We waited at Paul's until 7:58pm then went to get lunch. He got home at 8:00pm. We went to hamburger stand and did massive amounts of chili. Jessie made me eat though. I could have gone without it but she made me.*sharp sigh* we returned to the apartment around 8:30pm after running into Erin Morganthaler and Ian. As well as listening to Niko bash Nick. From there Paul finished packing and we headed up to Paul's parent's place.
I rode up with Paul and it was actually a nice ride up. By the time we got there it was already very dark and the moon had yet to come up. We met his parents and figured out our best course of action then loaded both cars worth of stuff into his sister's truck. We then loaded ourselves into the truck and headed up really into the mountains. The path got to be unpaved some way up and excruciatingly bumpy. We eventually got to a place where the road divided into Republican Mountain and Democratic Mountain as well as a separate path that we named Liberal Mountain. We went liberal. That was scary. Paul got the truck caught on a rock which made me very nervous. We then headed back down the mountain and took to Republican Mountain. DAMN REPUBLICANS. Too many tax cuts resulted in very bumpy roads. But after an almost vertical trip up, we got beyond SUV reach and found a spot. The trip up freaked me out.
We pulled out all of our stuff and took it to a small clearing while Jess, Keith, and Paul searched for a good camping spot. They found it, about twenty feet away there was a small meadow next to a slanted drop. We carried everything to the spot and the girls set up the tent while the boys searched for fire wood. After the tent was set up, the stuff in place and the fire going everybody else drank. Jessie, Keith, and Morgan got stoned, and I remained sober. Niko and Paul just got drunk. At 11 something pm we all toasted to Jessie for she was now one year older. Paul brother showed up sometime in that time frame. He's kind of cute too, and my Monday stopped at Midnight.
That's it for this entry.
Sunday, July 13th, 2003
6:55 pm
The Boys
Okay, just to let y'all know I'm breaking up my week, performed in 3 1/2 days, of partying and excitement into about four entries so bare with me. This is going to sum up a few people, I'm gonna sum up the boys
First off is Paul. Paul is cute and an absolute sweet heart. He's tall, kind of dark, and handsome. Also funny as hell. He has chestnut brown hair and chocolate colored eyes. Paul shares an apartment with Nick and Wayne.
Next is Nick. Okay here's a weird knack. If nobody told you there was a difference between them you'd think Nick and Paul were brothers. They have a very good connection that makes them perfect for being friends.
Okay but back to Nick. Nick is also tall, not so dark and very handsome. He's too blonde to be dark, but in truth he looks great as a blonde which is natural by the way. It is always a crime though when he cuts his hair. He has beautiful blue eyes. Nick is also an absolute sweet heart and funny as hell. I actually picked up a few bad habits from him. Nothing serious but still very easy to pick up. Nick has a few piercings and a tattoo. The tattoo is on his shoulder, but I can't quite describe it its pretty cool though. He has a few piercings. He has both of his nipples pierced, his tongue pierced, both his ears pierced, and at the top of his right ear on the basic cartilage spot he has pierced as well as the cartilage just beyond the curve of his ear which is connected by a single bar. That's about it for Nick. Nick share an apartment with Paul and Wayne
Next is Wayne. I don't have much I can really say cause I barely ever see Wayne. He spends most of his time with Robin so we barely ever see him. That's all I’m gonna say. Wayne sleeps in the apartment he shares with Paul and Nick.
Next is Matt. I've only seen Matt a little bit. He was pretty cool. A bit high strung but cool none the less. I haven't seen him in a while. He used to crash at the apartment until. He eats a lot, but doesn't seem to gain much weight.
Next is Niko. I have yet to find a good thing to say about him. I liked him more when I didn't really know him. Everybody seems to know him though, I doubt most of them would like him if they had spent this last week with him. He crashed at the apartment until he became too much a mooch and Nick asked him to leave; which he, Niko, is still bitching about.
That's the Boys. I actually take quite a bit of pride talking about most of them, cause they're such cool guys. If you ever want or need anything from then offer then Hero Clicks and Magick Cards or the money to get said toys. One would also think it is dangerous to let their daughters be around them but in truth it is way harmless to be around them. Mostly cause they are usually: a) watching movies, b)playing magick, c) playing hero clicks, d) skateboarding, e) playing hide and seek in the park, f) or eating and drinking (drinking is meant in both senses)Although I can vouch for one as being a great kisser, but I will not distribute any names. That is the Boys.
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